Day 24 & 25

Went out yesterdayyy!!!! I actually really didn't wanna go since I hadn't showered =_=" & for some odd reason whenever I choose to leave the house looking like crap I see 10x more people from school than I do on usual days... idk why.. maybe this is all a conspiracy......  yeah so then I had to take a shower beforehand to save myself from any possible humiliation.. went to buy groceries and actually saw a bunch of people I knew despite being not crappily dressed (weird). Wore my new shoes out for the first time and yehhh they are hella comfortable~ it's literally like walking on cushions hehe I love them ^_^ Bought starbucks using the coupons I got in the mail for free (free things!! and also free! things.. if you know what i mean lol) Mine was sour while my sisters tasted like pure sugar... when faced with two choices I always manage to choose the wrong one. why oh why. Came home and made MORE JELLO!!! It's all peach cuz peach is hella awesome ^^ it's a bit watery.. not as solid as before and yeah.. seems that every batch is different, despite me doing the exact same things every time (okay maybe i wing the water levels sometimes but hey it shouldn't make that big of a difference, right??) Helped my lil bro colour some pigs & houses for his project with my other sibs (3 lil pigs story?) pretty fun haha. Did some squats -anna voice- for the first tiiime in foreveerrrr!!~~ legs felt tired after like 20.. like seriously. am i that out of shape? Had chinese food for dinner and it was AWESOME! Pretty awesome day in general though, I must admit! I was pretty productive I guess LOL

Today was a normal stay-at-home day; played TL in the morning, helped my lil bro do some ABC's, usual stuff. Ate 3 whole jellos today. I feel like I'm gonna get diabetes soon...
Decided to start freaking out about my job interview the day right before. Asked a friend for advice & apparently it isn't as bad as I presumed it would be..but idk.. still gonna prepare for the worst...
Had bowl noodle for lunch and raided the free! tag from a year ago. Good times... I really miss the old days when we were still freaking out over the CPR scene and the canoness of reigisa (it's actually hard to see rei topping though.. nagisa's the ultimate thug seme lol) Too lazy to draw anything.. Suggested that we all go fishing (a lot of tsuritama emotion overflowed today ok) only to have my idea shot down. Apparently I need a license since I'm over 16... buut I could always fake my age.. like I always do... unless they ask for ID....
Eh, probably won't catch that much fish anyway.....
But I legitimately miss that anime though, even though I powerhoused through it in 6 hours straight... it was so cute (even though I forgot most of it)

New episode of free airs tmrw!!  & then my interview too... urhghgh wish me luck i guess.... i'll probably need it.. FINAL BOSS STAGE before I get hired dun dun duuuunnnn.

Day 23

I DID NOTHING!! NOTHING AT ALL!!! Well I suppose I did some things today but overall, not much happened. 2 new episodes came out!! for haikyuu and gekkan shoujo nozaki-kun (that took a long time to write... just gonna call it GSNK from now on...=.=) The dude from GNSK called Mikoshiba is beautiful.. and they call him Mikorin too (my shipper heart..) I really like the new girl as well. She's kinda like a Tamaki and Haruhi lovechild LOL. For the whole day I basically was glued to my electronics haha... Played more TL in the morning & drew some genderbent haikyuu trashbabies <3 but then I only finished Tsuki and Kuro cuz I got bored.... sorry Toru.... I have come to realize that Kuro's facial expressions are nearly identical to those of Croagunk's.....huh....strange..

Helped my mom & sis make misc. things for lunch ex. pancakes, creamed corn soup with egg(??), corndogs and chicken strips... weird stuff but hey I'm not complaining.

ATE THE LAST OF MY JELLO. MY HEART IS BREAKING. I kinda wanna make more (the peach is soooo goodd omgomggg) but then -haru voice- TOO MUCH EFFORT.. gonna brainwash my lil sis into making some hohoho..

Huh... now 'tis my bedtime. I still don't understand why we have to go to sleep so early.. especially during summer vacation... I DON'T UNDERSTAND MOM I REALLY DON'T

-rapunzel voice- WHEN WILL MY LIFE BEGINNNNN~

Day 21 & 22

Actually went out yesterday!! Went to Lansdowne with my family to pick up the xbox one that my bro ordered and checked out a bunch of clothing stores with my mom & sis. Ended up buying nothing but had this huge urge to buy ice cream though.. kinda glad I didn't give in to my cravings. Went out for lunch with the fam at Earls (haven't been there in so long & everything's changed x.x even the menu..) and sat outside to eat. Ordered a prawn & pesto pizza, some bread thing, CALAMARI, and some other random stuff. It was really good but pretty pricey as expected. Lil bro puked a lil in the car ew.. Came home & didn't do much.. read some BL manga.. played TL some more..drew a little.. the usual stuff. Was pretty cold last night so didn't need the AC turned on for once..

Today I did nothing!!! Mom was in a bad mood in the morning so I tried to distract her from the anger by suggesting we watch one of her fav movies (How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days) It was pretty funny. I see why she likes it so much. Played more TL, read more BL (yooo that rhymed) and drew a bit. Tried to change up my art style and failed miserably.. idek what I'm doing anymore..
Wore my new shoes around the house to get a feel of them & they're reallllyyy comfy yo like I expected them to irritate my skin after a few hours but nooope not this pair (well, they'd better not, considering they cost $80..) Well, I did sit most of the day so I bet that contributed to its comfortability.... ._."
Interview in 4 days & I haven't prepared even a bit... Haven't studied for my driver's either, even with absolutely nothing to do.. LOL I basically specialize in procrastination..

Hopefully the next few days will be more productive.. sighhhhs..

Day 19 & 20

Didn't post yesterday because I was feeling pretty crappy at night but then cheered up quite a bit today hehe. Friends came over to watch Ep 3 of FreeES & they brought a whole lot of food with them.. maybe too much.. ate literally half a cake that day urgh. They suspected me of watching the episode beforehand & I was like WHAT pfft nooo but I LIED HAHA. I ACTUALLY DID WATCH IT. AT LIKE 9 AM I WOKE UP EARLY TO WATCH IT BECAUSE I AM A LOSER. I even opened my laptop to install adblock while they were here & one of my friends came over & was like "why is ep3 open on your laptop.. did you watch it beforehand" and I told her I just opened the tab to check if adblock worked (smooth af..) She seemed to buy it but the others probably saw through me there... 

Anyhoo, episode 3 was the best.. literally.. (The excitement from yesterday has died down so I don't look that enthusiastic but I am) I like how tumblr expected it to be a really deep, emotional & dramatic episode with Rei actually planning to leave the team but it turned out to be a hoax.. should've seen that coming... KyoAni.. what a troll.. There also seems to be more english rap/RnB songs for the background music for ES... wonder if they'll add that to the Free OST album at the end (I actually hope they do b/c some of those songs are pretty catchy)

Ended up watching Korean dramas afterwards.. Fated to Love You, I think? The plot was the weirdest thing though.. some girl goes on a vacation with her crush & so does this CEO of a soap company to propose to his gf (idek man) and somehow the girl & the CEO basically get dumped by their s/o's and end up accidentally doing the do with each other, then the girl gets pregnant. Apparently they're forced to marry and refuse to abort?? even though they hate each other?? & then the CEO wants to surprise his gf with the baby when she returns from the US????? IDEK MAN.. this is some weird ass shit going on....I honestly believe whoever brainstormed the plot was high at the time....

Anyways, today was pretty normal.. woke up, played TL, then my mom & dad dropped us off at my grandma's house while they went shopping. Spent the entire morning watching kid cartoons (i miss the classics ;_; there was this submarine show where the characters were freaky af & yeah, at least they showed one episode of Sagwa.. gotta love the 90's shows man) Drew a little, kinda became unmotivated to do anything, took a nap, more cartoons & TL.... then we went home haha. My grandma cooks the best food though so that made the day a lot better. 

Oh!!! Also!! I got requested for a second job interview!!! I honestly thought I wouldn't get picked cuz of what happened at the group interview before & literally was on the verge of abandoning all hope ;_;

I also find that I doubt myself a lot. Like, for every single thing I do... For my university application my mom & teachers already said my grades average was high af & that I had nothing to worry about but still I was stressing like mad that I wouldn't get in >_< I was even using my 11:11 wishes & stuff hoping desperately to get in ahah.. I'm so lame.... Even for tests & projects I find that I'm always underestimating myself and thinking that I'm not good enough. I don't know if it's normal or if it's an inferiority complex or something about self-esteem (I think I've faked confidence enough that it became real already though..) but yeah... I DON'T KNOW.

I JUST WANT THE NEW EPISODE TO COME OUT ALREADY.

It hasn't even been two days... 

Day 18

Stayed home the entire day once again. Couldn't sleep last night... I think I got at most 5 hours? It was sooo hot in the house & sleeping on the top bunk doesn't exactly help either...
Yooo I also had this really weird dream where in FreeES they had a musical episode or something where the guys were trying to advertise their club and ended up with strange recruiting methods (idek..) and they were all singing & stuff LOL it was so funny.. if only if it were to actually happen though, that would make my day hahah
Played more TL in the morning, dad wasn't home for the whole day & mom was driving lil bro to some appointment... stayed home alone quite a bit.. Ate more jello LOL
Sketched a bit of my OC's in my sketchbook, more laptop, yeah that's basically it... Kinda sad cuz the only reason I decided to make these journal thingies was to motivate myself to actually do things this summer but nooope I guess not.

'Tis official. I have no life.

Day 16 & 17

Sooo I guess it looks like I'll be staying home almost 95% of the summer break, huh...
Stayed home yesterday & most of today, doodled some FreeES charactersin my sketchbook (I really missed drawing on real paper ;_;) Momo's profile was pretty hard to draw from memory... prob cuz he only showed up for like 5 minutes.. but yeah had to look for reference (too much effort..) Played more TL throughout the day.. oh & yesterday Kuro finally left the nest and Mako&Haru announced they were gonna have a baby!! The baby came today and I named her Mizu (literally water LOL).

Today I ate more jello, doodled a lil more, downloaded a song, & then went shopping with my mom and sis before dinner (to buy more gelatin for the jello and whatnot). Purposely dressed like literal crap for shits & giggles cuz why not and I though I wouldn't see anyone I knew at the store (boy was I wrong..). Ended up seeing my friend who saw me in boxers and crocs LOL & I was trying to avoid her & another hot guy I saw in the store but failed cuz I was wheeling a heavy cart and kept bumping into my friend & her mom (like 7 times) in the store =_=" Afterwards, I used a coupon at booster juice (still pretty pricey though imo) & bought 2 matcha monsoons (soo good) and chinese food from the takeout place.
Doodled some NagiRei and some SouMako in my sketchbook after dinner (beginning to board all the ships now) and yeah..
Hopefully it won't be too hot out tomorrow...

Day 14 &15

Welp, I did it again even with virtually nothing to do for the past 2 days. Will I ever not accidentally miss a day? Probably not. Yeah, I did absolutely nothing yesterday except eat & draw (lol im such a sad human being). Showered & sat in a daze watching my siblings play SSmash bros (what was i even thinking about??), was completely motivated to make jello at night but bailed at the last second and ended up drawing some random shiz on my tablet. (I drew my OC in the girl's uniform LOL inspired by a tumblr post with momo in a maid costume idek) Tried colouring too. Didn't end too well; I always end up drawing/colouring on the wrong layer & I only discover it when I erase (like that time i tried to erase some green and the lineart came off i felt like ripping my hair out why does it do this to me oh my god). Maybe I should give in and purchase paint tool SAI (but then i'm also quite reluctant to cuz when i tried the demo the palm rejection didn't work and all these random scribbles showed up). Ugh decisions...
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Did a little more today but still stayed in the house due to the crazy temperature outside this past week. Played TL this morning & the Nagirei lovechild left the nest & became an actual islander (that was crazy fast actually... can't wait for her to get with the Makoharu lovechild later on hehe). Made jello (finally) with the boxes we bought a few days ago (raspberry and peach c:) Had a breakthrough when I discovered I could actually STACK THE JELLO TRAYS instead of having to put them on separate shelves (I'm a genius). Raspberry ones kinda lacked flavour though.. idk why.. maybe I added too much water, but the peach ones are really good. Ran out of gelatin to make the jello solid so I'm gonna have to go get more before I start another batch... unless I want it floppy.. which I don't (LOL THATS WHAT SHE SAID) but yeah I'll have to leave the house for the sake of jello )':
Wanted to paint my nails a pastel colour in the afternoon but it looked kinda shitty so I ended up painting them red again. Gives me a false sense of power muahaha. I also drew a bit today; more OC's and a lil nsfw hehehe ;) Realized how much I enjoy listening to my music when I work ahhhh~ I've only just noticed but I'm surprisingly self conscious about posting my art online.. First I'm all "hell yeah can't wait till my followers see this" but then literally a second later I'll be like nope. I even made an art blog specifically so I wouldn't get self conscious about followers seeing my art but then I'm still afraid to post. It's like the same with facebook too.. I rarely ever post pictures or even statuses anymore.....yo literally a second ago a moth flew in my face and landed on my laptop screen and I squished it with a napkin and its juices were left over on my monitor so I had to wipe it up.. gross stuff..
Anyways, 'tis late and I am in need of a donut at the moment...
Unfortunately I do not have one....ah well.