Day 33

Didn't do much either today, but at least some stuff actually happened lol. Friends came over to watch the new episode of FreeES (which I of course woke up early to watch ahead of time) I seriously have no self control... like absolutely none...(which is why I ended up eating 4 bowls of chips today but that's a different story) The new ep was soooo heartbreaking ;_; like I feel you Nagisa, i feel u... the makoharu was also strong today heh. Marathoned the entire FreeES series so far with my friend who got back from China & watching all the episodes in order, I realize that each episode's kinda, idk, random I guess? Like you could switch the order a bit and it wouldn't really make a difference?? idk maybe it's just me but it seems like each ep is an different story... NOT THAT IM COMPLAINING IM COOL WITH THAT THOUGH. I'm cool with anything free heheh.
Also introduced them to Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun after one of them left & 2 of them were literally gasping for air when we watched the 4th ep. the beginning eps were kinda slow & not as comedic b/c of character introductions and whatnot but once the actual thing started it was hilarious as hell. Mikorin's still my fav followed by Kashima/Seo idk which one I like better haha.

Then another friend left & we ended up watching Tokyo Ghoul somehow (I was actually pretty intrigued from all the hype on Tumblr but didn't really wanna watch it b/c of the gore) The first ep was TERRIFYING. Like WHOA... I have no words... not even 5 min into the show & a dead body hits the screen like no.... please don't... But once the actual plot ensued it was pretty interesting but also pretty grotesque too ngl I kinda don't wanna continue it but a part of me is so mesmerized by it idk why. WHY. Literally after ep 1 I was praying that the protag's friend wouldn't get eaten like no you can't eat him they were childhood friends and all... like a second makoharu... why would you do that.... But I think he's fine b/c the friend showed up multiple times in the opening so yeahh they wouldn't just kill him off right?? hahahahaha...

Yeah I'm impatient and waiting for next week's makoharu ep. So whatttt don't judge me... 

Day 32

Guess what I did today?? Nothing. Literally nothing. Besides sitting at my computer all day and getting up either to make food or shower I did nothing. At least today's post will be shorter though ^_^ Slept in later till like 11 today and played TL for a bit this morning. My mii became bffs with Momo's LOL I saw it coming anyways... we'd probably be the super annoying duo in real life if he was real though haha... ha...-sobs quietly in the distance- if only..... 

Downloaded a bit of music & my mom's Just Dance Xbox game came through the mail today. Watching her try to play was very amusing huhu. Guess that's about it for today.. pretty boring i guess. Ah well.. I'm pretty psyched for the new ep tmrw though!!! *v* hehehehe & my friends are coming over too. My friend just came back from china without watching ANY of the eps.. i'm still wondering how.... & we're gonna marathon all 5 EPISODES!! we're pretty lame i know

Day 26 - 31

Welp. This is it. I didn't bother posting for 6 days due to being stuck in a crappy mood for a couple days. I'll try my best to remember what I did for the past almost-week...

26 - Woke up at 2am with a really bad feeling in my stomach & threw up in the toilet. It wasn't anything I ate so I think it was a stomach flu/virus of some sort. Pretty much repeated what happened at 2am throughout the day... had to miss my interview which was my ticket to finally getting a job this summer but nooope fate just doesn't favour me, does it.... pretty much was left in a crappy mood for the next couple days since I basically lost a job opportunity (sighs.. oh well.. i guess i'd say i'm used to disappointment by now). HOWEVER!! that did not stop me from watching free!ES ep 4!!! There was a lot of Sourin angst & whatnot (after what happened Sousuke still has the 5-year promise left to use on Rin heheheee) the bento part though (mako & haru in perfect harmony..). Sourin did the Makoharu eye sparkly thing to each other !!!(I guess we know what pairings KyoAni favours)

27 - Felt a bit better by 10am so we went to my grandma's house. Sis went to watch HTTYD2 with her friends (lucky) while I recovered in granny's sanctuary lol. Drew on my tablet a bit, watched Sagwa on TV (THEY STILL AIR ITTT!!) and Arthur as well. I swear, DW is such a lil shit -exactly like me lul- "oh, arthur, i'd do anything for you!! for money.." BESTTT.  I cheered up quite a bit from just chilling and listening to my music for a couple of hours. Mom made me study for my driver's. Put of getting my L for nearly 2 years LOL i'm not exactly proud but hey.. not like I'd have the nerve to drive on the road anytime soon anyways.. MY BODY IS NOT YET READY ;_; actually read over the driver's manual & such.. took the online test a few more times till I got 96 or 100 every time (the ICBC test is seriously so troll though... like every time I retake it a new question pops up & screws over my perfect score...). Napped a lil, ATE DUMPLINGS W/ cho (idk what you call it in eng... it's like vinegar & soy sauce mixed?? iDK) and some fruit & mango cake (so niceee grannyyyy ;_;) went home & moped a bit after... still was pretty pissed about the interview...

28 - Mom took me out to get my L at lansdowne. Waiting in line took really long.. like 30 min??? they took a bazillion mugshots of me too.. AND I LOOKED LIKE ABSOLUTE CRAP IM NOT EVEN JOKING... whyyyyy.. at the end they were like, "do you like your picture?" and I just said yes even though it looked like utter shit fml. Passed my L test (got the very first 2 wrong & then remebered that the SKIP BUTTON EXISTED wow what a lifesaver) and became broke a little for paying for the L & for the test fee... but then my mom paid me back & we bought ice cream & bbt (I got bubblegum & these boys were laughing at me but hey I have ice cream & they don't so who's the real winner here) went to Target & bought some new shoes/sandals (the customers seriously trashed the shoe isle like wow were these ppl raised in the jungle??) and some underwear heehe. Listened to jap ver. of under the sea & went home feeling pretty happy ~~

29 - I don't know what I did this day but uhhh oh I rmb I went out to the backyard to watch my lil bro & blew some bubbles yeahh... cool stuff. That's pretty much all I did that day i believe... yeah. kinda sad..

30 - Went out with friends for my friend's birthday!! Took the wrong bus by accident and went in like the opposite direction... delayed by like 30 min & made my friends wait... sorry.... but at least i saw a cute boy on the bus??? Tried signing the card on the skytrain & failed.... met up at pacific center & walked to the restaurant!! Almost none of the food we ordered was spicy actually.. which surprised me since it's a Thai restaurant. Uhh to sum up my dining experience... PINEAPPLE RICE!! Currryy!!  clams??? coconut rice (i believe??) PAD THAIII. yeah idk it was good though!! we also had fried banana for dessert (which I shaped into a dick& balls lol very mature) and had a candle put on. The restaurant staff also sang happy birthday to her which was nice. We left to visit the beach (walked a ton, sweated a ton) ended up sitting on the grass in a shady area (like literal tree shade not like.. in an alley..) Thenn we walked back to the station & stopped at a gelato shop where they offered free samples before you order!! (which they'd better cuz the ice cream was like $5/scoop...) got green tea -my default- and salted caramel!! Went to bus back at 6-7 ish since my phone died and feet were sore... Relaxed back at home.. started playing TL again (neglected it for a few days)

31 - We are now in the present!!! Pretty chill day.. had bacon eggs & fruit for lunch (hella yum) and helped my lil bro do his ABC's & stuff.. Went shopping in the late afternoon for groceries & dinner. Dressed in hobo attire again (leveled up with socks& sandals combo!!) and yet we were tailed by a group of teenage guys (do you have no standards???) ended up buying chinese food instead of sushi since the sushi place was closed.. more pimples to come.. I can feel it.... This brings us to the actual present where I'm listening to anime openings (I AM ADDICTED TO LOVE HIME THEME SONG FROM YOWAPEDA it's not even a real anime though i am ashamed of myself..) Yeah gonna sleep now.. FREE!!! idk had to say it.....

Day 24 & 25

Went out yesterdayyy!!!! I actually really didn't wanna go since I hadn't showered =_=" & for some odd reason whenever I choose to leave the house looking like crap I see 10x more people from school than I do on usual days... idk why.. maybe this is all a conspiracy......  yeah so then I had to take a shower beforehand to save myself from any possible humiliation.. went to buy groceries and actually saw a bunch of people I knew despite being not crappily dressed (weird). Wore my new shoes out for the first time and yehhh they are hella comfortable~ it's literally like walking on cushions hehe I love them ^_^ Bought starbucks using the coupons I got in the mail for free (free things!! and also free! things.. if you know what i mean lol) Mine was sour while my sisters tasted like pure sugar... when faced with two choices I always manage to choose the wrong one. why oh why. Came home and made MORE JELLO!!! It's all peach cuz peach is hella awesome ^^ it's a bit watery.. not as solid as before and yeah.. seems that every batch is different, despite me doing the exact same things every time (okay maybe i wing the water levels sometimes but hey it shouldn't make that big of a difference, right??) Helped my lil bro colour some pigs & houses for his project with my other sibs (3 lil pigs story?) pretty fun haha. Did some squats -anna voice- for the first tiiime in foreveerrrr!!~~ legs felt tired after like 20.. like seriously. am i that out of shape? Had chinese food for dinner and it was AWESOME! Pretty awesome day in general though, I must admit! I was pretty productive I guess LOL

Today was a normal stay-at-home day; played TL in the morning, helped my lil bro do some ABC's, usual stuff. Ate 3 whole jellos today. I feel like I'm gonna get diabetes soon...
Decided to start freaking out about my job interview the day right before. Asked a friend for advice & apparently it isn't as bad as I presumed it would be..but idk.. still gonna prepare for the worst...
Had bowl noodle for lunch and raided the free! tag from a year ago. Good times... I really miss the old days when we were still freaking out over the CPR scene and the canoness of reigisa (it's actually hard to see rei topping though.. nagisa's the ultimate thug seme lol) Too lazy to draw anything.. Suggested that we all go fishing (a lot of tsuritama emotion overflowed today ok) only to have my idea shot down. Apparently I need a license since I'm over 16... buut I could always fake my age.. like I always do... unless they ask for ID....
Eh, probably won't catch that much fish anyway.....
But I legitimately miss that anime though, even though I powerhoused through it in 6 hours straight... it was so cute (even though I forgot most of it)

New episode of free airs tmrw!!  & then my interview too... urhghgh wish me luck i guess.... i'll probably need it.. FINAL BOSS STAGE before I get hired dun dun duuuunnnn.

Day 23

I DID NOTHING!! NOTHING AT ALL!!! Well I suppose I did some things today but overall, not much happened. 2 new episodes came out!! for haikyuu and gekkan shoujo nozaki-kun (that took a long time to write... just gonna call it GSNK from now on...=.=) The dude from GNSK called Mikoshiba is beautiful.. and they call him Mikorin too (my shipper heart..) I really like the new girl as well. She's kinda like a Tamaki and Haruhi lovechild LOL. For the whole day I basically was glued to my electronics haha... Played more TL in the morning & drew some genderbent haikyuu trashbabies <3 but then I only finished Tsuki and Kuro cuz I got bored.... sorry Toru.... I have come to realize that Kuro's facial expressions are nearly identical to those of Croagunk's.....huh....strange..

Helped my mom & sis make misc. things for lunch ex. pancakes, creamed corn soup with egg(??), corndogs and chicken strips... weird stuff but hey I'm not complaining.

ATE THE LAST OF MY JELLO. MY HEART IS BREAKING. I kinda wanna make more (the peach is soooo goodd omgomggg) but then -haru voice- TOO MUCH EFFORT.. gonna brainwash my lil sis into making some hohoho..

Huh... now 'tis my bedtime. I still don't understand why we have to go to sleep so early.. especially during summer vacation... I DON'T UNDERSTAND MOM I REALLY DON'T

-rapunzel voice- WHEN WILL MY LIFE BEGINNNNN~

Day 21 & 22

Actually went out yesterday!! Went to Lansdowne with my family to pick up the xbox one that my bro ordered and checked out a bunch of clothing stores with my mom & sis. Ended up buying nothing but had this huge urge to buy ice cream though.. kinda glad I didn't give in to my cravings. Went out for lunch with the fam at Earls (haven't been there in so long & everything's changed x.x even the menu..) and sat outside to eat. Ordered a prawn & pesto pizza, some bread thing, CALAMARI, and some other random stuff. It was really good but pretty pricey as expected. Lil bro puked a lil in the car ew.. Came home & didn't do much.. read some BL manga.. played TL some more..drew a little.. the usual stuff. Was pretty cold last night so didn't need the AC turned on for once..

Today I did nothing!!! Mom was in a bad mood in the morning so I tried to distract her from the anger by suggesting we watch one of her fav movies (How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days) It was pretty funny. I see why she likes it so much. Played more TL, read more BL (yooo that rhymed) and drew a bit. Tried to change up my art style and failed miserably.. idek what I'm doing anymore..
Wore my new shoes around the house to get a feel of them & they're reallllyyy comfy yo like I expected them to irritate my skin after a few hours but nooope not this pair (well, they'd better not, considering they cost $80..) Well, I did sit most of the day so I bet that contributed to its comfortability.... ._."
Interview in 4 days & I haven't prepared even a bit... Haven't studied for my driver's either, even with absolutely nothing to do.. LOL I basically specialize in procrastination..

Hopefully the next few days will be more productive.. sighhhhs..

Day 19 & 20

Didn't post yesterday because I was feeling pretty crappy at night but then cheered up quite a bit today hehe. Friends came over to watch Ep 3 of FreeES & they brought a whole lot of food with them.. maybe too much.. ate literally half a cake that day urgh. They suspected me of watching the episode beforehand & I was like WHAT pfft nooo but I LIED HAHA. I ACTUALLY DID WATCH IT. AT LIKE 9 AM I WOKE UP EARLY TO WATCH IT BECAUSE I AM A LOSER. I even opened my laptop to install adblock while they were here & one of my friends came over & was like "why is ep3 open on your laptop.. did you watch it beforehand" and I told her I just opened the tab to check if adblock worked (smooth af..) She seemed to buy it but the others probably saw through me there... 

Anyhoo, episode 3 was the best.. literally.. (The excitement from yesterday has died down so I don't look that enthusiastic but I am) I like how tumblr expected it to be a really deep, emotional & dramatic episode with Rei actually planning to leave the team but it turned out to be a hoax.. should've seen that coming... KyoAni.. what a troll.. There also seems to be more english rap/RnB songs for the background music for ES... wonder if they'll add that to the Free OST album at the end (I actually hope they do b/c some of those songs are pretty catchy)

Ended up watching Korean dramas afterwards.. Fated to Love You, I think? The plot was the weirdest thing though.. some girl goes on a vacation with her crush & so does this CEO of a soap company to propose to his gf (idek man) and somehow the girl & the CEO basically get dumped by their s/o's and end up accidentally doing the do with each other, then the girl gets pregnant. Apparently they're forced to marry and refuse to abort?? even though they hate each other?? & then the CEO wants to surprise his gf with the baby when she returns from the US????? IDEK MAN.. this is some weird ass shit going on....I honestly believe whoever brainstormed the plot was high at the time....

Anyways, today was pretty normal.. woke up, played TL, then my mom & dad dropped us off at my grandma's house while they went shopping. Spent the entire morning watching kid cartoons (i miss the classics ;_; there was this submarine show where the characters were freaky af & yeah, at least they showed one episode of Sagwa.. gotta love the 90's shows man) Drew a little, kinda became unmotivated to do anything, took a nap, more cartoons & TL.... then we went home haha. My grandma cooks the best food though so that made the day a lot better. 

Oh!!! Also!! I got requested for a second job interview!!! I honestly thought I wouldn't get picked cuz of what happened at the group interview before & literally was on the verge of abandoning all hope ;_;

I also find that I doubt myself a lot. Like, for every single thing I do... For my university application my mom & teachers already said my grades average was high af & that I had nothing to worry about but still I was stressing like mad that I wouldn't get in >_< I was even using my 11:11 wishes & stuff hoping desperately to get in ahah.. I'm so lame.... Even for tests & projects I find that I'm always underestimating myself and thinking that I'm not good enough. I don't know if it's normal or if it's an inferiority complex or something about self-esteem (I think I've faked confidence enough that it became real already though..) but yeah... I DON'T KNOW.

I JUST WANT THE NEW EPISODE TO COME OUT ALREADY.

It hasn't even been two days...