Where's the motivation?

I haven't been or felt this lazy since last summer, and I'm genuinely worried it won't go away.  My future,  hopes, and dreams depend on my grades, and right now I absolutely can not focus on anything.  I've noticed, each time I try to finish my schoolwork I end up procrastinating somehow.  Even now, I have my neglected English essay open in another window and I'm unconsciously doing everything I can not to work on it.  I hate feeling so useless but I can't seem to get my drive back.  Hopefully, this is just a typical teenage phase and I'll go back to normal soon.  If I don't, I can just see my ambitions and my entire future going down the drain.

Silently.

Whenever we text or message each other, I can see your affection towards me.  A few words from you can make my day, and whenever I see you my face lights up.  Sometimes, I feel a little spoiled, being able to have someone who has such strong feelings for me.  You gave me love when I needed it most, and you saw me when I was invisible.  This may sound cheesy, but I can't even find the words to express my gratitude towards you.

When I'm alone, I always think of you and smile. There are times when I feel like the luckiest girl in the world.  You're probably never going to see this, but I hope you already know my feelings toward you.  I really like you; I just suck at showing it.

Tu me manques.

How long has it been? Fourteen days?

Fourteen days since I last heard your voice and spent time with you, yet it seems like forever.  Honestly, this is one of the few times I'm really looking forward to going back to school.  Ever since January, spring break was all I looked forward to; I wished time would fly past just so I could get away from all the social and academic stress in that hell hole.  But, now that it's finally come, I can honestly say that I hate it.  I wish it would end quickly so I can see you again.  I've always loathed school - how much of a popularity contest it is; how everyone does better than me & how I always end up feeling like crap at some point in the day. So, you must be one heck of an amazing person to make me feel this way.