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Sunday 31 August 2014

Day 56 - 66

HAH. I FINISH THIS DIARY THING. I DID IT. I SUCCESSFULLY MADE ONE ENTRY FOR EVERY DAY (kinda... but compiled them when necessary) Honestly I was planning on documenting the whole week but didn't feel like documenting my trip so I procrastinated and here we are haha!! But hey, I did end up finishing this project IN YOUR FACES THOSE WHO DOUBTED ME (if there are any that is LOL i bet most of y'all who reads my posts don't even care)

Soo this past week has been pretty mundane... normal things happened... played TL in the mornings.. ALSO I made Kisumi my new husbands (by giving Sousuke plastic surgery & a name change) cuz Rin dating my son still bothers me so I changed my son to Sousuke which is also pretty weird cuz if you think about it... he's still biologically my son... who is now my ex husband.. who is dating my friend.. who was once dating his current partner's son.. who is now nonexistent?? yeah its pretty messed up but WHATEVER. I can go on with shipping them now like this. I ship Kisumi with myself heheheh. This is also weird since Kisumi & Sousuke are childhood friends but now one of them is the other's son.... oh welllls.

There was also this one shopping/grocery trip where I once again dressed like a hobo but bumped into some guy that goes to my school who I once though was hella fine but then I caught him staring at me weirdly (was it b/c I looked like a hobo or b/c he recognized me?? WHO KNOWS.) and then I started staring at him weirdly & then my mom went to the same aisle he was in & he walked away. Then he went to where I was & I walked away & it was just this weird ass cycle of walking away and awkward eye contact??? i dont even know.

Friends came over to watch the new ep of Free!ES after not coming for one week b/c I was on vacation but yeah it was like always. Ate a crapload of chips from TNT (I still like the okonomiyaki flavoured one & the garlic bread LIKE WOw how do people make these??/ I also wonder if they have takoyaki & curry flavour or something. OMG omg but burger flavoured chips how awesome would that be. POUTINE CHIPS oh my god... ONION ring chips??? LASAGNA FLAVOUR CHIPS. TACO CHIPS??? susHI CHIPS FFFF TEMPURA chips omfgg im like food horny rn wtf. Somebody seriously needs to invent these like wow take all my money. I'd do it myself but I have no idea where to start even.
OK. Back to EP9 of free. IT WAS SO SAD. They added some fanservicey shower scenes & a whole bunch of Momo scenes to ease the pain but it was no good. The ending ruined me. (I still can't get over that elevator scene though I've seen so many parodies already. It's amazing.) I'm fine with Haru cuz I know his problem will ease up soon but WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN TO SOUSUKE THOUGH?? His shoulder's not going to magically heal?? He's either going to have to be substituted by someone or the team forfeits completely before, OR he swims the relay & right smack in the middle of it he stops in utter agony & his team has to find out the hard way. Honestly I feel so bad for him (I know he's fictional, but I STILL FEEL BAD OK DON'T JUDGE ME.) b/c he came back to swim with Rin & he never even got to swim with Rin NOT EVER wtf this is so freaking tragic. Anyways.. one of my friends decided to do the ALS ice bucket in my backyard & brought a bucket & ice to do it with LOL. I ofc got to pour the water over her hehehe I'm seriously so mean..
Afterwards we watched Tokyo Ghoul & one of my friends was sobbing at the end like that ep was THAT sad. I couldn't even cry if I tried though.. I even read this post about how tears can cure acne & blemishes & I was like HA that'd be nice.. if I could cry..  It's pretty sad actually... I've hardened... (thats what she said). I can't even cry wtf is this. Maybe my acne will get so bad that it'll actually make me cry LOL (I seriously hope not)
Started to watch a show called the Irregular at Magic High or something with my friends & the main guy is hot but the INCESTY vibes oh god.. I can't... Watched 3 eps & I have no idea what's going on.

Also, I might be moving rooms soon. Apparently I'm gonna be sleeping downstairs (yep... downstairs... ._.") b/c my dad's like "that way we only have to move one bed" LIke wow... sleeping downstairs. DOWNSTAIRS. While everyone else is sleeping upstairs. Okay. You make sure to tell the cops that if you find me dead in my bedroom..
I've also considered moving out of my house altogether & moving into my grandparents' since their entire lower floor is VACANT. Hell yeah. Nobody even goes down there. Own room, own kitchen, own office???? Yes please. I'll probably just stay at home for the first year since I'm transitioning & it's a big step in life & too many changes will probably bring me to the brink of insanity so yeahh... maybe move out next year if I'm ready. All I know is I'll need a spinning cushy chair for my new room & possibly some new Ikea furniture.

I'll post my Vacation log once I finish writing it (I can't be bothered rn so sorry if this confuses y'all) It's taking a while actually.. so many little details I need to add... ughhghgh..
Also this blog's gotten a lot of views lately.. like, who even reads this stuff??? Wow there are people who care enough to read my stupid rambles & boring life events?? It honestly amazes me


Sunday 17 August 2014

49 50 & 51

Yeppp looks like I'm doing it in 3's now. I can't quite recall what happened 2 days ago though, but I'm pretty sure I did nothing important except play TL, tumblr & draw a little.

As for yesterday I actually left the house & even though I only planned to be out for a few hours I ended up staying out for almost half a day..
Went to my friend's barbecue which she hosted at her house & brought soymilk and popcorn lol. We ended up eating all the salad & healthy stuff so by the time we actually barbecued I was 80% full of food already.. She made a really good cheese & crab dip which I'm pretty sure I ate most of & I also drank a whole lot of the strawberry lemonade punch/carbonated thingy.. Afterwards when we finally went out to barbecue some bees kept flying around near us & the food (my other friend was literally smacking them away with paper plates LOL it was so funny) the meat was reeeaallyy good. If I hadn't eaten all that before I probably would have scarfed down half of everything ahaha. Helped my friend skewer some meat, ate more, had a homemade japadog, climbed onto her top bunk in her room (like 4 other ppl joined in too & i was freaking out b/c I thought the bed would break..) Yeah so basically once we stuffed ourselves full of meat we played charades from the app on my friend's phone nonstop for like 2 hours. I didn't really participate much in helping them guess but I rocked the pokemon category tho ;D (thank god they didn't include 5th gen tho I barely know the names of any of those...) Afterwards, 2 of them left to go to work & the rest of us watched the new episode of Tokyo Ghoul that aired the day before (which I already watched obvs) & then another left & we ended up watching The Girl That Leapt Through Time (dubbed) on my friend's 12" laptop. All 5 of us. And also the sound was barely audible. It got really stuffy after a while since we were holed up in my friend's room & she got really emotionally invested in the movie like wow. Even once it ended she was like "NO. I NEED TO KNOW IF THEY FIND EACH OTHER AGAIN WHAT IF THEY DON'T FIND EACH OTHER AGAIN???" & yeah it was pretty funny. It was like 8pm once we finished & me & another friend decided to bus home (whilst eating leftover cold chicken kabobs) & people on the bus were staring at us LOL. Walked the rest of the way home & the streets looked pretty shady. Watched the new ep of Barakamon & that's about it.

Today was as uneventful as 2 days ago, except I played Tamagotchi on the Wii with my younger sibs. (I seriously missed that game & I have a strong urge to play 10 rounds holy shit that game used to be mah lifeeee) Ate bacon lettuce wraps for lunch & went on my laptop some more. Got a new TV & hopefully it won't glitch out anymore. Drew some stuff on my tablet & called it a night. Yup. Tomorrow will probably be the same.

Thursday 14 August 2014

Day 46 47 & 48

Guess I'm doing the journals in 3's now huh.. welp stuff actually happened for the past few days so this might get looonng depending on how much i remember lol.
Soooo 2 days ago i went out with my friends to this dessert/food place downtown where we saw these GIANT shaved ice thingies a while back & couldn't go then b/c the place was closed. Was kinda late yet again b/c the bus drove right past me when I was waiting by the bus stop (really now. really bus) and met up with my friends like 20 min later... sorry guys again....= =" There were dead wasps all over the area where I sat & it was mildly disturbing.. Skytrained and waited for yet another bus before finally getting to the restaurant. There was a lot of korean music playing & kpop mv's playing on a tv. A bunch of korean dudes sat behind us too (so much korean). Ordered a curry pork cutlet meal which i shared with a friend (had rice, pickled radish & salad/potato sides) and a jumbo size green tea shaved ice which we shared b/w 4 people (yes it was that big) The green tea ice cream was really rich & the shaved ice was topped w/ corn flakes & red bean. Got brain freeze multiple times and my mouth was practically frozen.. but it was really good overall. I would go back probably. Stole some strawberry candies from the plate near the cash register hehe. Went to Safeway b/c one of my friends wanted to look at ingredients for her upcoming bbq party & yeah. Explored the place, hit my friends with a sausage, cool stuff. Went to metrotown after that since there was really nothing else to do & shopped at Superstore. Went around sitting near the cold vegetable sections & such (where people do not normally sit) with my other friend b/c we were tired while other customers walked by and gave us weird looks (good times, good times) didn't buy anything & went to T&T to buy food & such for the anime marathon the next day. Walked around trying to get free samples & hoarding bags of chips in my arms.. walked around for a while like that & didn't even bother getting a cart LOL. Friend bought me a crapload of chips to bring home for Wed. and we headed for the bus. Bought a matcha frappuccino from Blenz on the way b/c apparently it's better & cheaper than Starbucks' and it really was actually (a lot smoother & the matcha's a bit stronger, which I like) Well, guess who's not buying their fraps at sudohbucks anymore. Bused home and feet were hurting like hell (remind me never to wear my heels out downtown ever again please)

Next day = Wednesday = Water day = NEW FREE ES EP!! I get way too excited over these swimming homos seriously.. Woke up early to watch (kinda but ended up waking up at 10 30 ish so not really i suppose?) Much SouRin angst. much iwatobi angst. Much Makoharu angst. It was very exciting & for some reason felt longer than the usual episodes (maybe cuz so much stuff happened in one episode?) I completely lost it at the end with the ep 8 pv. KISS ME kiss me KISS ME kiss me, LIKE seriously guys get a room (that kiss me rally also happened right during the Makoharu scene where it shows them staring at each other like wow KyoAni.. queerbaiting much... not that I dislike it though. Friends came over at 2. One of my friends brought milk tea slush which she was supposed to blend at my house with her magic bullet (the lid which she forgot at home lol) and she ended up using my blender. Apparently I've been using it wrong to crush ice all this time... huh... Watched the free ep along with Tokyo Ghoul & GSNK & Barakamon... really wanted to show them Zankyou no Terror but then also didn't really want them to think I'm a psychopath hahah... They ended up staying for dinner & I made pizza & mom ordered sushi (yay no cooking for me) while my friend showed us another summer anime.. Akame ga Kill? that she liked. It turned out pretty twisted w/ decapitation & amputations of limbs but that was pretty cool (kinda brutal though). The main character's very typical though (turns OP after like 1 day, hot headed, boob obsession?) & there was too much boobie & cleavage for my tastes (sorry) the boobs are very big in that anime... many boob..
Friends left at about 9 ish before it got dark & I resumed my usual nightly routine which consists of food & tumblr. Yeah, normal stuff. Also killed a moth on my computer.

Today we went to my grandma's house as usual. Cousins were there again, didn't talk to them much. I think I'm becoming too antisocial now... I literally packed all of my electronic devices with their chargers (even my laptop this time) even though I didn't use most of them. Watched the new eps of Tokyo Ghoul & ZnT, at macaroni for lunch, and resumed tumblring and looking for new songs. Seriously though I'm super fickle when it comes to favourites.. I get bored with my songs really quickly.. same with other things.. but yeah..  basically that was my day. Also ate cakes & chicken buns. Went home & tumblred again. Pretty mundane day. Probably will be mundane tomorrow as well. We'll see.


Monday 11 August 2014

Day 43, 44 & 45

Yeahhhh for the last 3 days I have done absolutely nothing except draw & play video games and go on tumblr...
Day before yesterday I was playing TL & Gou & Seijuuro FINALLY got together like omgggg finally... I thought they'd be one of the first to start dating actually but nooo. She basically asked him out the way Rin asked out my son (still not over that fact yet btw). Watched my bro play some game on his xbox (Max the something?? idk) & there was this ginger kid with a magic pen that could draw things on the screen and create bridges & stuff it was pretty cool. It got even better when the pen started waterbending like whoa son. Pretty cool for a free game; didn't get to see it start firebending tho.. Had french toast for lunch. Yeah. Drew some makoharu & stuff. That's about it.

Yesterday was pretty mundane as well.  Played more TL & another couple got together (wow). Gou set them up (LOL guess she didn't want her friend missing out on the action) & 2 of my OCs got together (yesss ive been waiting for this day) Now the only ones still single (that need to get together ofc) are Nitori & Momo & 2 of my other OCs (the MakoHaru lovechild & her s/o) yes Makoharu's lovechild is a thing that I created.. her name's Mizu (LOL) for short & I even made up a tragic backstory for her where Mako drowns at sea & she developed a phobia of water and a hatred of fish (sorry Haru I couldn't help myself..) Pretty much did nothing for the rest of the day; drew some more at night but that's about it.

Today I actually went out in the afternoon to help my mom buy groceries. Pushed the cart around as usual & we saw a caterpillar on the yellow zucchini bin!! It looked so helpless & I wanted to take him home but yeah that plan failed... tried to stick him in a grocery bag but then my mom said no so I dumped him back onto the zucchini... Was totally motivated to make jello/cinnamon rolls that we had bought earlier but somehow that motivation disappeared (im not even surprised at myself anymore... I was also supposed to call and schedule my driving lessons for next next week but I guess I'll have to put that off too now)
Apparently the hotel we'll be staying at in Victoria will have a spa/sauna/POOL (ohgod i think I'm turning into Haru now) I really wanna swim for some reason & learn butterfly/breaststroke.

Welp hope tomorrow will be a lil more exciting than the past few days.

Friday 8 August 2014

Day 41 & 42

Soooo yesterday I went out again.. parents went to the mall & dumped us at my granny's house. I didn't mind it though b/c of the food & unlimited free time heheheheh. As soon as I got there I started feeling tired again & took a nap in the back room LOL =.=" Then I woke up & played some TL (still can't believe Rin is dating my son... literally every time I check up on them they're always giving off hearts..) It actually takes a looong time to go through and feed and pet everyone.. not to mention when they ask you to play a game with them out of the blue (ugh i hate it.. most of the time I don't even win..) takes like 1h usually... sigh...
Then we had lunch (fried dumplings which I ate with cho again) and I went back to using my tablet to go on tumblr/watch anime. Started watching Zankyou no Terror (b/c of tumblr) since so many people were gushing about the animation and the soundtrack. I read the summary but then was really surprised when I actually began watching. Like?? I didn't know the KIDS were the terrorists??? like why????? and how.... Anyways, the animation is really nice & the music's good. Nine's pretty hot too hehe ;) For some reason Twelve's face kinda creeps me out though. I pretty much marathoned the anime till the most recent episode & I found out that the kids AREN'T actually that evil (since they saved the people from their own bomb & don't actually intend on harming anyone) But then I'm also still a little confused.. like, what is their objective?? Take down the government?? Dismantle the patriarchy?? Idek, maybe they're just trolls??? Hopefully I'll find out in the upcoming episodes... (btw the girl Lisa was ok at the beginning but then she got annoying when she tried to cook & started messing with their stuff like why.. I liked you....) Anyways, after that I doodled some Free and Kill la Kill which my sister tried to vandalize which ended up in us swinging chairs at each other. Yeeep fun times. After that my dad took us home lol & I spent the rest of the night doing virtually nothing again!! Yay.

Today I pretty much did nothing productive again... I woke up & played some TL, went on computer, ate instant noodles for lunch, more computer, finished my Haikyuu drawing & posted to my art blog, more computer, cooked dinner, doodled some makoharu and yeah we have now reached the present. Hopefully tomorrow I'll go out or do something productive but idk. Hope I get to leave for the mini vacation soon too.. Right now all I can do is put off my driving lessons & wait for my anime to air.. ;_;

Wednesday 6 August 2014

Day 38, 39 & 40

Turning back into my old lazy self again these past few days I guess? Ah well... I guess it can't be helped....
Day before yesterday I did pretty much nothing.. stayed home again, watched a new anime though!! Barakamon's been showing up on my dash more & more these days so I caved in haha (idk man but imo it sounds like Barack Obama and Pokemon mashed into an anime..) It's really cute (basically everyone is pretty annoying though.. but i guess it adds to their character.. seems like the only non-annoying one is Hiro & he's fcking ripped too holy hell) The main character's an asshole but there's probably gonna be some major character development later on (reminds me of touching spirit bear lol the situation & characters & everything basically) I'm sorry but my fujoshi heart has begun shipping Sensei & Hiro. I have turned into Tama-chan. Tama-chan has turned into me. I am sorry. (not really)

Yesterday I actually left the house!!! Went to the beach with the fam to fly kites & whatnot. Walked around on the sand near the water (which was dirty af like why) & the sand kept getting under my feet & it felt really gritty.. wanted to take off my shoes but then I might step on a needle or something so yeah... My feet kept sinking into the sand & the only thing that kept me from sinking was stepping on seaweed patches.. so I basically was playing hopscotch with seaweed as I crossed the beach LOL I am a child. I got tired and came back and lay on some towels on the sand (there was a bunch of cigs and garbage where we sat ew) I pulled an Ama-chan sensei and shielded myself with a black umbrella while listening to music. The later I didn't even care anymore and blasted my music out loud pfft people around us were staring & stuff.. 
Then we got bored of the beach & went to get McDonalds (heck yea) and actually ate inside the restaurant near UBC some dude had a laptop and was staying there to leech off free refills and wifi and this other lady doing nothing just sitting there and wouldn't move who took up all the space... Ate 1 1/2 of fish fillet & had strawberry coke (tasted pretty good actually). Afterwards we walked around the area and then to the UBC bookstore where I searched for hoodies & mom bought some pens. Went home & showered. My legs seemed fine since I had put on sunscreen before but later it started turning REALLY RED and apparently I was burned?? but only certain parts of my leg??? even though all of my legs were exposed???? I also have this really embarrassing shorts tan line on my upper thighs =.=" My legs are still really red...

Today my friends came over to watch anime!! Ep. 6 of FreeES was not too heartbreaking but a bit sad though... I kinda saw it coming though.. what Makoto requested from Haru & the kid flashback hurt me deep. THE DOLPHIN. IT WAS SYMBOLISM ALL THIS TIME ;_; AND WE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT. I was planning to show them more Barakamon & catch up with Tokyo Ghoul & GSNK but then they all wanted to check out the snk dub so then we ended up introducing 2 of our friends to that & ofc they got HOOKED so we had to continue watching & soon enough 6 hours had gone by.. without any of the above plans carried out... sigh.... Ah well.. at least I'm used to the english snk voice actors by now.. My favs are Mikasa, Reiner, Sasha & Ymir (really spot on for them im impressed.) Then they left & my fam went out to Walmart after dinner b/c they had a sale.  Was super tired & walked around half dead, but at least we went to McDonalds for ice cream after.. It all evens out I suppose! 
Anyways.. my hands are getting tired, so i'll stop here.. Peace....


Sunday 3 August 2014

Day 36 & 37

Didn't do much today or yesterday b/c of the scorching temperatures outside (holyyyyy it was like 35+ C for the past 2 days) Stayed inside where there's aircon & fans lol i'm very heat intolerant sadly... Yesterday I helped my sis & dad make pancakes for lunch; dad made the batter, my sis mixed & I fried it. But then dad messed up by not even using any measuring cups & going with "instinct" (reminds me of sokka's instincts in ATLA =.=") and ended up messing up the batter... he added like 4 eggs when people normally only use one... I was literally cringing as he poured the flour directly from the bag into the bowl... ;_; RIP pancakes... but they were kinda good i guess.. a little too eggy but nothing too bad..
Went on my comp for the rest of the day (again, I have no life) and yeah.

Today was slightly more exciting because we actually left the house despite the 37 degree temp outside (how does one stand this heat without aircon though I'm dying to know) to visit my grandma's house for family dinner. It was nighttime though so when we went it wasn't as hot as in the morning (thank god..) Ate sushi & other random stuff it was gooddd~ After dinner we watched Rio2 and I played TL a bit. Kuro (MY SON) started dating Rin LOL it was kind of a wild ride actually.. Rin was all "I think he likes me" & then I was like "go for it" b/c I honestly don't care anymore he wouldn't get with the other guy I was trying to set him up with & I ended up marrying his man/childhood friend (sorry rin) so yeah.. he settled for my son... who looks like Sousuke but 1 gen younger (I'm still a bit disturbed by that actually.. Rin even helped babysit him once I believe....) but yeah they went to a cafe & Rin just said "so you wanna be my bf?" & my son was like "heck yeah" & they got together (idek anymore..) I guess its like Sourin#2 haha...
Afterward we had ice cream cake & watermelon & my DS ran out of battery so I hid behind the sofa & sat near the open window where it was cooler and went on tumblr on my phone lol. People from outside kept driving/walking by and occasionally they would look at me.. I really wanted to stare back and freak them out but then too much effort hahah. I basically hung out there like a loner for 1/4 of the night.

Yeppp it's official. My life is completely boring.

Friday 1 August 2014

Day 34 & 35

Went out to watch HTTYD2 with my friends at the movies yesterday!!! Came there early with my parents cuz my sibs were at granny's for the day & bought a shirt at target. Unfortunately our 1:40 movie was sold out b/c apparently a horde of summer camp kids came in at last second before us... Ah well.. wouldn't wanna sit in a theatre full of obnoxious kids anyway... =.=" Got tickets for a showing at 4:20 (i LOL everytime) and basically spent 3 hours or so roaming the mall. I bought poutine & ice cream & bubble tea to sneak into the theatre (b/c im a rebel) & we bumped into my parents a few times while walking... ended up buying nothing besides food (as expected) & feet got really sore afterwards. THE MOVIE WAS GREAT BTW (not gonna spoil for ppl who haven't watched yet but it is really really sad at some parts.. very unexpected) & APPARENTLY the third movie will be about why dragons are extinct ._. my body is not ready....

Today I didn't do much b/c of yesterday's trek around the mall and all (I really wanna go hiking around the golf course but then... hiking = effort & exertion.. sighs) Stayed at home the whole day... watched the first ep of Glasslip & idk if I'm just bein an ass but it seems like almost all shoujo protags are the same.... SUPER optimistic with high pitched voices & involved in some sort of love triangle by the end of the first ep. Yeah, maybe i'm just being a prick. Didn't watch second ep b/c the website i was watching on lost the video or something?? so I didn't bother.. Doodled a bit on my tablet & I discovered that drawing with a ball point pen (or at least the one I used) is a really bad idea and I probably shouldn't try it again ever. The results were horrendous I stg how do some people do it.... Yeah, just sat on my ass the whole day... nothing new really... played some TL,..

Hopefully the next few days will be more exciting (if I'm willing to make the effort, that is...)